Fasting for Peace – Day Seventy-Two

By: Kim Young, Life Academy Teacher

Kim Young (center), Life Academy teacher, fasted with students Julio Nunez (left) and Ruby Burciaga (right) on 3/27/12.

I felt really good the whole afternoon and evening that I was fasting.  I tried to be smart about fasting and did not stuff myself with food before I began, but I was really unprepared for how I woke up feeling.

This morning I was dizzy, felt sick and was exhausted.  I thought about breaking my fast early because I was afraid I would not be able to teach feeling like this, but I decided to drink a HUGE glass of water and leave my house.  That was the right move because I am making it though the morning feeling great.

I reflected on the statement that says, “I pledge to defend others that cannot defend themselves.”  I connected to this statement because I often feel like the work that I do does not have real impact.  I was sad to hear about my students recently attending a fight and was concerned that all my hours of personal sacrifice were in vain.  But, reflecting on this statement helped me put things in perspective and helped me remember that I am a powerful person in this world as long as I put my efforts in the right place.  I love the idea of defending those who need it because it is applicable to many different situations.  That statement makes me feel powerful!

Edited By: Eva Oliver, RAW Co-Coach

Life Academy Perspectives: On Violence and Building Peace

By: Yuvitza Rivera, Sophomore

To listen to the audio: Peace is a Verb

Peace is a Verb

Peace has become a word empty of action. We say it, and we believe in it, but we don’t know how or even try to make it happen.

 In a city where violence is a regular occurrence to which many have become numb, my school has ventured to challenge the normalized indifference of its community.

Last November and December, Life Academy was a victim of violence. Once again, the streets of Oakland claimed the lives of a former student and a current student’s five-year-old brother. The community was devastated; students and teachers got to work creating colorful altars for their lost loved ones. Students crowded around the altars during passing periods, and their tear-stained faces showed their grief.

The ones left behind after acts of violence – the true victims – are often voiceless, scared, and hopeless, but not at my school.

In response to the violence that had affected our community, a group of students and teachers decided to react. We commenced a Season of Peace-Building. Our movement is unique because it does not seek to stop all violence, but rather aims to build peace over the course of 74 days. Our movement is built on two components: sacrifice and commitment. We show our sacrifice by fasting, and we show our commitment by signing a “Peace Pledge” and reflecting.

Wanting to be a part of this movement, I took the opportunity to revise and publicize the reflections of the fasters.  This movement has really given me a whole new perspective on what change can look like. Change is not about just wanting something to happen, it is about action: taking small steps to create a big change.

Through these reflections, I have learned how deeply my peers long for peace. This new awareness has led me to commit time and hard work into coming everyday to school to read and revise reflections. I have sacrificed time and sleep with the belief that with every reflection I post, someone out there is reading it and becoming motivated to take action for peace and change.

When you refuse to be a victim and you make conscious steps toward trying to change the violence that is affecting you, then peace becomes a verb.

With a Perspective, I am Yuvitza Rivera

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 By: Medardo Gaytan, Sophomore

To listen to the audio: It’s Just Oakland

 “It’s just Oakland”

Bang Bang! “It’s just Oakland” that’s what everyone says. As the violence progresses, the youth in our city are turning into the prey of these crimes. The year has barely started and we already have kids that were at the wrong place at the wrong time, gone.

Those future doctors, thinkers, presidents, curers of cancer, they’re all gone. More and more kids are getting used to big hooded sweaters with the words R.I.P. on them and images of the most recently deceased. They may be stylish but that shouldn’t be a new fad that we get used to any time soon. I have been to funerals, I have seen tears shed for babies that parents will never get back, and I myself have cried for friends I will not see on this earth again.

On my street, Seminary, it is instinct to just drop to the ground and only afterwards check that every one is okay. There have been bullets that have made it past the walls of my home, all the way to the side of my sister’s bed. One even lodged inside our T.V. It has become standard for cops to come at the crime scene– our home– looking for the evidence, following the path the stray bullets could have taken with the beams of their flashlights.

It’s a pretty stupid thing that people are so accustomed to this idea that Oakland is not a place to play around, a place where you have to watch your back all the time  or carry a gun is the only way to feel safe.

Guns only bring more problems as we have seen stray bullets found in innocent kids. In Oakland, it seems anyone can get a hold of a gun. Kids killing kids, mother’s praying their kids will walk home safe, friends lost, hearts in pain, big hooded sweaters … and all we have to say is “that’s just Oakland”?

Well it may be just Oakland, but Oakland is our home. Instead of these apathetic words why can’t we start saying, “Not in Oakland!”

With a perspective I’m Medardo Gaytan.

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By: Edgar Martinez, Sophomore

To listen to the audio: Un-Cozy Night

Un-Cozy Night

Remember when you believed in Santa Claus? When the world was filled with superheroes like Batman, Robin, Superman, and Spiderman? Well those youthful fantasies end when something horrific happens.

I was sleeping in my cozy, warm bed wearing my favorite 10-year old guitar hero pajamas. My little brother was sleeping on his bed, snoring like always. I was wrapped in my blankets like a little burrito when all of a sudden, I heard movement outside my house. It woke me up but I managed to get any negative thoughts out of my head. After a few more minutes passed I heard garbage cans moving. I felt my blood flow to my head very quickly. I heard something crash onto a fence. I got up and went into my parent’s room. From there, my heart continued beating wildly as I saw a group of men trying to jump over the fence to our house. My feet turned cold and my blood flow even colder. Both my mom and I ran into my room. With shaky hands, I helped my mom call the police department. As we were doing this, I heard a window slide up and my dad yell as fiercely as he could, “Get off our property or I will call the police!” I visualized my dad being shot right on the spot for his comment, but luckily, no shots rang out. The pounding on the door was loud like a hammer -Boom-Boom-! But my mom had managed to call the police and with her limited English, report what had happened. Relieved, I tried to return to bed and regain the coziness I had had before.

This experience is commonplace in Oakland, where being snapped out of our childhoods early is normal. We find ourselves growing up pre-maturely when we should be enjoying our thoughts of superheroes and our full bellies from a warm dinner. It is hard for children to act like the children they are when violence haunts them.

With a perspective, I am Edgar Martinez.

Edited By: Annie Hatch, 10th Grade Humanities Teacher

Fasting for Peace – Day Seventy

By: Julio Magana, BAM Coach

El Sabado pasado fue una experiencia inolvidable por razones buenas y malas tambien. Aunque no fue completamente positiva yo creo que tengo que representar la verdadera realidad de nuestra experiencia. El dia 24 de Marzo, l@s estudiantes del Club “Futbolistas for Life” organizaron un torneo de futbol (soccer) aqui en el campus de Life Academy. Por causa de la lluvia, no pudimos tener los partidos afuera y tuvimos que organizar algo completamente diferente adentro del gimnasio.  El dia empezo bien lindo con un circulo grandote que explico nuestra campaña “Season of Peace Building” y luego los estudiantes de Castlemont nos hicieron una presentacion sobre El Capitalismo y Los Estudiantes del Club de Life Academy “Los Dream Act Kids” hicieron uno sobre Como los Estudiantes sin papeles pueden asistir a la Universidad o El Colegio.  Creo que estos talleres fueron un exito importantisimo.

Despues, hicimos 5 equipos con muchos miembros de la comunidad y estudiantes de BASE HS de ALameda.  Los partidos eran bien rapidos y intensos a causa del tamaño del lugar y el tiempo cortito que cada partido tomo, solo 15 minutos.   Todos estabamos batallando (algunos en maneras no tan positivas) para ganar y resulto que habian 2 equipos con el record de 1-1 (una victoria, una perdida).  De esto vino la drama que uno de los equipos sintio ofendidos que no avanzaron en el torneo y ellos (incluyendo miembros de BAM y la Campaña de Crear Paz) empezaron a gritar a la entrenadora usando malas palabras en frente de todos.  Ellos tambien fueron enojados porque pensaron que el otro equipo estuvo tratando de lastimarlos y no querian saludar al otro equipo despues de jugar.  Yo estuve bien ofendido por el portamiento de mis “Hombres Jovenes” pero no pude calmarlos ni hacerlos pedir desculpas a la entrendora.  No sabia que hacer.

Esta experiencia nos represento bien malo y habia miembros de la comunidad que tambien fueron ofendidos que estos representantes de la campaña portaron asi.  Yo les queria gritar y llamarles a sus padres. El dia siguiente yo queria hacerles visitas a sus casas pero mi novia no me dejo.  Dijo que era el dia de descansar y que yo tuve que relajar y pensarlo bien.  En vez de levantar un dedo para castigarlos o informar al Director, yo empece un ayuno el dia siguiente-el domingo. El ayuno es una manera bien usado por religiones para hacer a la gente que se piensa profundamente y esto definitivamente me ayudo.

En vez de abandonar a la campaña por causa de las acciones de unos pocos miembros, decide irme a una iglesia para informarlos de nuestra campaña y invitarlos a nuestra marcha.  Los miembros de la iglesia nos trataron como si fueramos nobles y nos ofrecieron muchos rezos bonitos para apoyar a nuestros alumnos y maestros ayunando. Yo no les avise que estaba ayunando..no mas acepte sus ofrendas y me senti una ola de energia positiva. Para ellos nuestra campaña representa la esperanza, la humildad , el sacrifico y el mismo compromiso que Jesucristo nos demostro cuando lavaba los pies de sus disiples.  Me senti un gran honor de esta comparacion y este proceso me hizo reconocer la cantidad de progreso que esta campaña apenas esta empezando en nuestra comunidad.

A pensar que nuestra Madre de las Madres, Margarita Guzman tambien estaba ayunando mientras que cuidaba y daba comida a su familia me recordo que la vida no se para aunque queremos que gente dan cuenta de lo que estamos haciendo.  Por eso, decide lavar mi ropa y pense en mis programas y me fui a la biblioteca para investigar videos para nuestro equipo de patinadores.  Alli encontre una amiga maestra que me abrazo fuertemente para felicitarme de la inspiracion de nuestra campaña.  Ella me dijo que esta ayunando de los coches y que ya tiene tres años sin manejar.  Eso es su manera de protestar la contaminacion que trae los carros.  Esto me hizo pensar en otras formas de ayunar y protestar en maneras personales.

Este ayuno empezo con frustracion pero resulto que me di cuenta de la imensidad de nuestra esfuerza para cambiar el dialogo a crear paz en vez de luchar en contra de la violencia.  Me ayudo a reconocer los gran pasos que hemos tenido por medio del ejemplo que estamos proponiendo. No vamos a cambiar todo. No podemos quitar toda la violencia que aprendimos como parte integral de la competicion de los deportes. Pero podemos parar a pensar y reflejar de lo que hemos hecho y buscar otras ideas de hacer algo diferente la proxima vez.  En una manera bien simple, el ayuno me enseño eso.

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Fasting for Peace – Day Sixty-Nine

By Alex Vila, Youth Developer

Esta es mi segunda vez que hago ayuno para apoyar a los jovenes en su esfuerzo por crear paz en la ciudad de Oakland.

Estaba de viaje en Atlanta, cuando empeze my ayuno y se me hizo muy facil las primeras 6 horas. Ese dia hiba de viaje y me tocaba estar en el aerepuerto a las 8:00 de la noche para tomar el ultimo vuelo a las 10:00 pm. Me parecio muy conveniente porque asi podria dormir en el avion y no sentir el hambre tan fuerte. Todo estaba bien hasta que llegue al aerepuerto para esperar mi viaje. Cada vez que pasaba por los pasillos del aereopuerto en Atlanta sentia como si hubiera mas tiendas de comida que aviones con gente,y  los olores me agobiaban y mi dolor de hambre me toco duro. La unica manera de meforcarme fue meditar y pensar en cual era la ensenanza de lo que estaba viviendo. Mientras abordabamos el avion finalmente se me prendo la luz, nuestra hambre por paz genuina, se vuelve mas dificil al encontrar todos los lugares de comida rapida, donde las soluciones por paz nos son permanentes pero ligeras y el cambio social no existe. La paz, como la nutricion verdadera, nunca se sacia con cosas rapidas sino es un proceso de conviccion espiritual, disciplina diaria con el ejercicio de hablar con paz, actuar con paz, pensar en la paz y hacer cada accion desde el lugar mas tranquilo de nuestras almas. Finalmente llegue a mi casa muy de noche, y antes de acostarme  hize mi ultima meditacion: Hasme un instrumento de tu paz, donde haya oidio para que siembre yo el amor; donde haya dolor que siembre yo el perdon y donde haya abandono que yo de amor… esa noche esas fueron mis palabras tomadas de la boca de San Francisco de Asis… yo en mi hambre quiero ser paz y una embajadora de paz. Es en la armonia de mi pueblo que la liberta absoluta existe.

Con devocion al moviento juvenil en busca de la paz comunitaria.

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Fasting for Peace – Day Sixty-Eight

By Phuong Le, Junior

The first two ladies on the right, who are wearing their new RAW shirts, fasted on 3/23/12.
Phuong Le, Life Academy junior and RAW member, and Linda Alecio, Life Academy senior and RAW member, fasted together in honor of Women's History Month.

I had fasted before and thought that it was pretty easy, so I thought that it wouldn’t be as hard this time. I was wrong. There were a lot of events that I went to that day: Women History Month town hall, cross-site E-Team meeting and a workshop the following day. I was running around helping others and that took all my energy. I had headache and felt nauseous. The funny thing was that I knew that helping others made me weaker, but I couldn’t stop and say “no.” Daryna and Andrea fasted with me, which motivated me to keep on going.

My I-statement was “I pledged to raise awareness about sexual assault and rape and give voice to the victims of these crimes.” We should give a voice to all these victims and encourage them to do the same. Everyone needs to step up against all kind of violence and show the victims that they’re not alone.

I participated in the fast relay because I know that it is a step to help build peace in the community. I know that it can not stop the violence, but it can help raise awareness to it. It shows that a school community actually cares and that we are willing to sacrifice something in order to make a difference. One step forward is better than not taking a step at all. It has to start somewhere and Life Academy is where it started.

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Edited by Yuvitza Rivera, Sophomore

Fasting for Peace – Day Sixty-Six

By: Arturo Orellana, Sophomore

Arturo Orellana (right), Life Academy sophomore, fasted on 3/21/12. He asked his friend, Edgar Lopez, to fast with him.

Edgar Lopez, Life Academy sophomore, fasted with Arturo Orellana.

My fast was challenging, but it did feel good to do something that will have an effect on our community. The first few hours of my fast were easy because I was distracted by schoolwork and my after school program, which gave me a few hours to not concentrate on my hunger. But, later on, when I got home I started to get really hungry. The only way I was able get my mind off my hunger was playing video games. I also thought of my friend, Edgar Lopez, who was fasting with me, which I thought was cool of him.

I chose to reflect on the statement: “I pledge to see the beauty in and empathize with everyone.” When I started to reflect on that pledge, I thought of the people who don’t have a choice if they want to eat or not and how I don’t appreciate most of the food I eat. Then, I thought some of the reasons that the violence that is going on. I think it is because people don’t get enough food or the things they need in life, and that really made me glade for all the things I have. I am proud of myself for following through with my fast.

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By: Eva Oliver, RAW Co-Coach

Fasting for Peace – Day Sixty-Five

By: Ashley Hunter, Sophomore

Ashley Hunter (center), Life Academy sophomore and RAW member, fasted on 3/20/12.

Ashley Hunter sharing her reflection.

During my fast I reflected on the I Statement to not trash my environment. When I was fasting this came to my mind numerous times. I would think to myself that when I throw things on the ground I am littering and making the future dirty and polluted for generations to come. I came up with a resolution that if I throw my trash in the trash bin at home then out in the street I can do the same and not be lazy.

Some positive things were the support of my friends and granny. In fact, my granny fasted with me. Right when I walked through the door to my house, my granny said, “Princess, can I eat?” I started laughing and said, “But granny, I’m not eating until tomorrow.” And, she said, “Oh, okay then.” My granny kept me motivated throughout the whole fast because we were fasting together.

The negative thing was getting really hungry around 8:00 p.m. My stomach started growling, and I was thinking, “I don’t want to go to sleep yet.” So, I tried to do things around the house to keep my mind off of things. Other than that, everything about me fast was okay and good!

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Edited By: Yuvitza Rivera, Sophomore